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Sunday, 11 April, 2010
Took up another tuition job
I am beginning to think that I am becoming a self proclaimed workaholic. I just took up a tuition job for a JC 2 girl this week with the fact that I am working full time, and have another tuition on hand. Actually, I felt lazy since I have started work. Perhaps it's the fact that, I no longer have a goal in my work. I used to have one. One, which is to do my programmes and do the best out of it, creating a memorable programme for my participants. I felt I did not do enough and now, I am sick of the system and environment so much that it affected me. All the zest and energy is no longer there. Am I sinking too deep into the poison of working adults, which is being complacent and no longer wanting a change, no longer wanting a break through? I don't think so. I am just sick of the environment. period. It might be due to burn out, which I read in a stress management book. Although I did not manage to remember much from the book as I only speed read, I do remember that the burn out will result in a nonchalent attitude to work or life and gradually, it will eat into your life - which is what I am facing now. I do not remember I say give up in studies before. Neither did I say it at my hardest time.
I think I just need a break... |