Some thoughts..

Some thoughts..

There are some times when you are feeling low, thinking about life and what does it means to you. At times, you see what others are experiencing and wonder whether you are the lucky one to enjoy that luck or good life. Other times, you look at other and wonder why such a sad and bad life you have, which was filled with disasters, unforeseen unfortunate events and happenings. At times, you will blame God for taking all your good life and giving you bad or unfair life. At times, you might even question your faith and ask if you are to be deserved for it. When this time comes, you will be disturbed and upset by which ever negative thought you have. Hence, my confession:

I once thought I was the most unlucky one in all of my friends and family, where I lost my loved one, suffered agony, upset with unfair life and had a bad life with all sorts of nonsense. First being not able to go up to hons with the desirable grades, had to graduate unexpectedly, had to find a job and ended with something which was totally not my field, had to learn everything from beginning again. It was a tough one trying to change field and it was not easy trying to be me again. Once you had conquered a challenge, you were faced with one again. Just like how I had conquered a challenge of doing simple event (job wise), I am now faced with more challenges on new events (which I have no clue or what so ever to do). Life is challenging, and I am now faced with unexpected new events which I have no control or what so ever. Suddenly, I felt lost again, didn't know what to do and didn't know what to expect.

There comes upon a chance which I didn't know I will take up. For a first time, I kinda accepted an invitation to a church session and ended with something positive despite the usual critics. I am skeptical, I must confess. But that does not meant that I am not a believer. Let me kindly explain why...

For a moment, I felt what the pastor was saying was pretty right. It was about your relationship with God. Although I am not a Christian, that does not meant that I do not believe in God. With all my respect, Sir. All that mighty one, the only one who connects to your soul. I believe, a church is just a medium, which may have influence on your belief and but definitely not your relationship with God. But neverthelesss, no matter what they have done, they are for the good faith and for the development of good willed individuals. If there is a way to make sure that our teenagers are doing good and not bad, there is no reason to stop them from doing it anyway. I guess churches and pastors serve as a reminder to all believers about good will and God. In my opinion, it is all about practicing good. It is all about having a big heart. A heart that is pumping loudly and strongly, showing everybody that he or she is caring about the society, for every each and individual, sharing his or her love about to everyone that he or she could and helping out. As such, we will need to develop our character into fully (hence, the strong and powerful pumping ALIVE heart), and thus, able to show love for each living things on Earth.

Therefore, all those challenges in life, are merely, challenges. They, in my opinion, just merely test how strong is your heart to these challenges. If you can survive all these challenges, then, you will be strong willed and able to show love to more. As such, I think I should try to embrace all the challenges and new tasks and try my best to survive them. No matter how tough the road can be, I will try to go through..

have a big and power heart,
have a Good Heart.

9:25 PM ·